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Sunday, November 7, 2010

The best week EVER!

So I pretty much had the best week this past week! Let's do a day-by-day play shall we?!

So Sunday I went to Jeff's after coming home because I hadn't seen him in so long and I missed him SOOOO fucking much! I told him the only way I would come is if he made me a promise... he had to show me how much he missed me...and show me he did!...twice :D it was pretty good!

Monday at school I got the results back for my Partnership With Parents test, and recieved an 88% on it! A test I was sure I'd do bad on! So I was quiet happy...also I spent the night at Jeffs...and again... we shared our love :D

Tuesday was pretty good as well, I finished an assignment that was due, spent time with my friends and such. Again, I spent the night at Jeffie's.

Wendesday I got another test result back... a 72% on my Infant and Toddler test...not the best, but even the teacher said it wasn't bad considering the test was hard, and the class average was like 64 or 68..something like that.... so I am quiet proud of myself. and once again I spent the night at my babe's!

Thursday morning Jeff and I went out for breakfast... it wasn't too bad, and I love him for doing it. It wasnt anything we planned, I just happened to wake up at 7, and he woke up at like 6... and he said "we should go for breakfast"... spontanety...i LOVE it! <3

Friday we spent the WHOLE day together! We slept in until bout 2, went to a movie (paranormal activity 2), went to dinner at kelseys (not too bad, but not too much on the menu i liked), and then went back to his place and made love! I love this guy so fucking much!

Saturday Jeff had to work, but only till 5. He came home, we watched some TV, made love again (and man was it SO FUCKING GOOD!) and cuddled. I love the fact we can sit and cuddle and watch tv and movies and still have a good time. I dont get bored of it! Not to mention, Saturday was Jeff and mine 9 months!!! 3/4 of a year baby! <3

Today, Sunday, was a meh day because Jeff did have to work. That doesnt mean I did like being with him for the short amount of time I did...we showered and cuddled until he had to leave at 3.

Overall, I loved spending time with my love! We have also been talking a lot about out future...he pretty much asked me to move in after i graduate (which was pretty much the plan all along) and we've also been talking about kids, and how apparently I'm going to make sure they do their homeowrk and help them and such...while he will make their lunches and get them off to school. We also have a little debate going on about the basement of our house...when we get one... Daycare place or a place for him (aka big TV, bar, and leafs stuff everywhere)... personally, the daycare is WAY better investment cuz we get more out of it...but we'll see

Anywho, that was my AMAZING week! It was so nice, and peaceful, and loving... I just had such a good week!

A very Happy,
Nessie <3

Monday, November 1, 2010

NaNoWriMo!!

SO!!! NaNoWriMo offically starts today! Am I worried?! A little lol!

If you don't know what NaNoWriMo is, it's National Novel Writing Month...basically, you write a 50,000 word book during the month of Novemeber! It's crazy hard because on top of homework and things, I've got to write a novel! It is a lot of fun though, and definatly a great experience for practice for becoming a writer!

Now, I hadn't had time to even prepare for NaNoWriMo with the amount of homework I've had, so going into it this year is pretty insane for me! Pretty much I just started writing, and I'm going with the idea I started, which I believe I can use this one part I started to write for a different story in this... hopefully anyways!

Last year, I did a story that I had like the first page written, and ended up writing 27000 words... however, last year was also my first semester of college and a lot less work! I am now in third semester and loaded up with homework and assignments and my future approaching crazy fast! I must be insane to be doing this! However, I love to write, and if I fail this year...well... theres always next year!

50,000 words seems a lot to write in a month, and it is! Imagine writing a WHOLE book in one month! Not many people can say that...in fact, the first story I wrote seriosuly was about 50000 words and i wrote it in 2 months....but the story was terribly written, and definatly not what I would expect of myself now a days.

I'm looking fowards to seeing what my imagination will bring me...the story is off to an interesting start, and I'm not ahsmaed to say I have NO CLUE where it's going...but thats the glory of writing, the imagination it takes to write a story can take you into starnge and new places, and you may have the best piece of writing ever, or the worst. The fact is, you never know what will become of a story! You cna plot, plot, plot, but in the end, the final draft is almost nothing like what you started with.

I'll probably sit down some day this week and figure out a few details to put into the story, how I want it to end and such, but for now, I'll free write, and let me mind take me away! my goal is 2000 words a day...wish me luck!

Till later,
I'll definatly be sure to update through this month...
nessie <3

Thursday, October 28, 2010

relaxation!

Being home is so relaxing, I know I dont need to worry about fucking bitches interuppting me and demanding my attention because apparently we NEED TO TALK! Home is safe, home is loving, home is wonderful...however I miss my babe. Sadly, he has to work 4-12 every day until mondya or tuesday :( this means I havent seen him since Monday, and I dunno when Ill see him next :( But he has got his phone, and we do get to text...its just sad that we both miss each other so fucking much!

On another note, Ive gotten 3 of 6 assignments scratched off my to do list for this weekend! 1 i cant work on cuz i have nothing to add to it (and as long as it doesnt relate to anything next week, it is done). Te other pone, all I need to do is take a picture of me in the fall colours by a tree and make the poster for parents. The other one I am done, and its not due until Nov 10! so yay me!! so proud of myself!

Anywho, just a quick little update, listenign to Tay Tay's album on REPEAT! Love it!

Till Later.
Nessie <3

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I dont take orders...

LMAO so, even though I am SOOOO pissed off right now, I need to laugh at the fact that people think they can order me around and make me do things! If you can't handle the honesty, then thats your problem, dont make shit so obvious then. If you were smart, you wouldnt have made fun of the way the word was misspelt, you would have said something like "wow, dont know how you messed it up, its so easy to spell!" or something like that...it doesnt give away what your saying! HA!

Anyways, I'm so fucking pissed right now and now I'm distracted from trying to study for my fucking test...thanks a whole fucking lot! But whatever, your loss, i dont care what you think right now. I've got enough on my plate with school and assignmnets then to worry about what you have to say to me.

If you HAD wanted to talk to me so badly, you would have tried. So I dont really give a fuck if you do wanna, or what you have to say. If I lose you as a friend, then you obviously werent my friend in the first place. But its funny why this is happening...

anywho, back to trying to study!
a very pissed off, but knows things will be better when Jeff texts me
Nessie <3

Monday, October 25, 2010

SPEAK NOW!!!

So OMG! speak now came out today and i LOVE it!!! Taylor Swift has gone beyond all my expectations. Among my favourites are Sparks Fly, Back to December, Dear John, Better than Revenge, Ours. Of course, i LOVE all the songs, but those are the ones I love best!

I'm gonna go through each song and review it...

The first song is Mine. Now, Mine has been out since August, and I've loved it from the very beginning! The song is so beautiful, like a love story/fairy tale thing. The video is SO empowering, and emotional. The song describes a happily-ever-after love, that Taylor says is how she pictures it happening...although we all know not everything we picture actually happens. However, the song is wonderful, and the lyrics relatable.

Sparks Fly is the second track. This song has been out for about 2 years now, but it was only a live version before hand. Taylor has changed the lyrics up a bit and made it so simple amazing! it is definatly one of m favourite songs on the CD, seeing as it has been one of my favourite songs since I first heard it! I wish she had left the lyrics, but the change may very well be for the better!

Back to December is a song about a love that she ended and wishes she could take back. Now, we, the fans, have been able to easily figure out it is about Taylor Lautner, but no matter who it's about, the song is simply beautiful. It's a sad love song, but the lyrics and the beat is just so empowering and emotional... it's definatly a song I'd listen to and cry if Jeff and i were to ever break up.

Speak Now is a song she wrote about a dream she had after a friend told her about an ex getting married. In her dream, she burst in a "spoke now" when the "preacher said speak now or forever hold your peace." the song is funny, and catchy, and just a good little song to listen to. It's not as personal as some of her other ones, but I'm sure there's a story behind it. There always is lol.

Dear John is a VERY long but wonderful song. It speaks of a man (john) who she fell for, but he played games. He never loved her, and left her alone to cry. A lot of people think it's about John Mayer, however, nothing has been proven. Many people also seem to thunk that the lyrics somehow say she slept (had sex) with him...I can sorta see it if thats what your looking for...and based on his rep its likely...but Taylor seems smarter...but you never know. Anyways, I love this song, the lyrics are amazing, and very poetic!

Mean is a song that I think is very catchy and funny. It talks about her being big and this guy just being mean. I love the beat to it, and cant wait to learn and sing along to it! Its a fun song, and talks about life and mean people.

The Story of Us is basically a song where she thougjht the relationship would last, and she'd tell the story of them, but the relationsip died and shes left alone in a room. I like this song, its a sad song, but again, the lyrics are amazing!

Never grow up...what to say about this song? its a song about her mobing out on her own and not wanting to grow up...it sings about a little grow asking never to grow up and stay young and innocent forever. It's definatly a song I'd wanna say to a little girl (let it be a niece that is yet to exist, or a friends child...etc) or even my own child. Its simple a beautiulf song.

Enchanted, the song sounds to be about a meeting with someone that was simple enchanting...it was wonderful and she wish it would have gone on, but nothing happened that night and she wishes, dreams and prays to meet him again someday. She hopes he doesnt love anyone, and that nobodys waiting for him. I quiet like this song as well!

Better than Revenge! Now, this song has a rock edge to it! I LOVE it! Its catchy and I'll be FOREVER singing it when I learn it! I love the way the lyrics are written, and I LOVE how she says "there is nothing i do better than revenge"! Definatly one of my FAVE songs!

Innocent, now this song was premiered at the VMA awards, and is typically about kanya West and the way he interupted her acceptance last VMA awards... the song is also about making mistakes and still being "innocent" because we all do it, and theres always a way to start over. I really love the lyrics to this song, because it is VERY relatable to a lot of people.

Haunted reminds me a bit of a Kelly Clarkson song..at least the orignal version does, jsut because of the beat of the song. Theres an aucoustic version included as well...anwyays it seems to be another break up song, however i still love it! The lyrics are quiet beautiful and, again, relatable for a lot of people!

Last Kiss is a sad song, personally. It reminds me, again, of something I'd listen to if Jeff and I were to ever break up, cuz the lyrics sound like what I'd relate to if it happened. I believe this one is also about Taylor Lautner, but I can't be sure. However, I lvoe the song!

Long Live, I can't exactly figure out what it's about...except a big moment that you want remembered. I like the lyrics, and they make me think of her mom or something...but it says "we were the kings and queens, and they read off our names"... unless shes talking about her band...im not exactly sure, but i love the song regardless!

On the delux version...there are 3 new songs!

Ours is my FAVOURITE because the lyrics are SOOO relatable for me and Jeff. Here are some I think we relate to...

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves, They'll judge it like they know about me and you, And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do, The jury's out, but my choice is you" ... "And it's not theirs to speculate, If it's wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong and, I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

Obviously, i think it's pretty obvious why I think we relate to these lyrics...people disapproving of us, judging us like they know us....speculating even though they have no right... but I have the faith and I choose him... "this love is ours"

I love Ours, its a song about a relationship that gets doubts, and worries, but the love is theirs and there is no worries because they love each other :)

If this was a movie is cute, about how perfect life is supposed to be, like in the movies, but obiovusly its not. I like the song, though.

Superman is like a dream song about a man who is "superman", hes perfect. However, hes gone, she "watched him fly away", and he is no longer hers. She wants him to come back, shes waiting on the ground for him to come back down. While he's gone, she doesn't want him to forget about her. The song is cute, i like it, and i love the title :) (smallville, hehe lol)

OVERALL i LOVE Taylor Swift's new album, and I HIGHLY recomend it to ANYONE! The songs are beautiful, meaningful, and perosnally, they touch my heart and make me feel Taylor's oain/happiness! Way to go Tay Tay, you have NOT failed to disappoint me, I knew you wouldnt!

A very happy and loving
Nessie <3

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Infatutated?!?!

Ok so I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking pissed off! Like, honestly, SOMEONE is ENTIERLY out of line....now, i sya someone, but obviously I'm gonna post the picture WHY I'm pissed off...so it doesn't really matter if I mention her name or not...

TISHA! like honestly, who the fuck does she think she is?! Honestly, is she TRYING to fuck up my friendship with her as well? Because she is doing a fucking good job about it. However, I don't wanna say anything to her until she says something to me. Jeff advised me that it would be stupid to say something when I'm pissed because it may lead to losing another friend and he's right. So I'll just write a blog to vent because thats what I always do, because talking just isnt enough to get EVERYTHING i wanna say down. And if she sees this because someone is still crreping my blog like a loser she is, then hey, she sees it, her fault, i dont give a shit..

ANYWAYS, heres a little definiton of "infactuation":
- a foolish and usually extravagant passion or love or admiaration
- puppy love: temp love of adolescents
- an object of extravagant short-lived passion
- an unreasoning love or attraction
- to inspire with unreasoning love or attachment

NOW does that REALLY sound like Jeff and I?! NO! FUCK NO! she has no idea what happens between Jeff and I, she has NO idea what Jeff and I are like...we do not have "unreasoned love or attachment" it is not "foolish and extravagant" and it is definatly NOT temporary!

It just pisses me off that she doesn't think I love him, and that he loves me! She has NO right to say ANYTHING about MY relationship without looking at HER OWN relationship first! There is a LOT I could say about her and her boyfriend...but i WONT because I consider her my best friend and friends DO NOT say shit about their friend's boyfriends...ok maybe I used to, but I havent in a VERY long time, and it's pretty immature of her to post something like that.

Did she think I wouldnt see?! Or did she want me to see?! and WHY would she say something like that? Like honestly, some friend she is, and to say it over twitter and not to my face like a TRUE friend would?! thats just PATHETIC! OBVIOUSLY I'm not a good enough friend to get the truth, obviously she doesnt think I'm worthy enough to be told the TRUTH!

UGH it just pisses me off SOOOOOOO fucking much!

So anyways...this is the picture..

If you cant see it, she says "Dont know how tou can mix that one up, I know how you mix up love with infactuation BUT everyone knows the E comes after the T! quITE, quIET"

And my thing says.... "Got another 3 curriculums done, and got 3 on both :) quiet proud of myself! midterm eval tomorrow!" As you can see, i made 2 mistakes...yes I spelt Quite wrong...but I ALWAYS make mistakes when I text because the keys are small and close togteher, an I have a habit of typing fast and not spell checking...the other error I made was that I said I got 3 curriculums done, and got 3 on both...I shoulda said I got 2 curriclums done and 3 on both...so the fucking E misplacesment WASNT that big of a FUCKING deal...she was juts trying to make an excuse to fucking BASH on me! FUCK! UGH!

I am NOT saying a word to her until she says something to me...she texted me the other week saying we "clearly" need to talk and fuckign CLEARLY we do if this is what she FUCKING thinks of me! UGH

a pissed off, but will be alright,
Nessie <3

*UPDATE!
Looking at my facebook, I had made the spelling error twice.... this one matched up with her post because they are both Oct 20....


Again, if you cant see my post... it says"

Got my interview done for partnership, and did my first curriculum, recieving a 3 on it :D quiet proud of myself...doing 2 more curriculums tomorrow"

this was posted on Oct 20th, and so was her Tweet...but thats besides te point! Like fucking REALLY?! it just fucking PISSES ME OFF!

Anywho..again, until later,
Nessie

Sunday, October 10, 2010

To you...

If you read this, fuck you! I am tired of your shit! I knew you were still creeping my twitter, you were always bad for stalking people on facebook, so why wouldn't twitter be any different? theres a reason i blocked you in the fucking first place! Now ive set my status to private, and you cant find anything out because ive also blocked tisha because for some reason i think she was 'reporting' everything to you! well back off bitch, im done with you! There is no trace of you in my life anymore, ive thrown out your pictures, deleted and untagged any picture of you, no matter who else was in it, or how cute it was! Im done with your fucking shit, and i am SO fucking done with you. If there was ever the smallest chance of us being friends again, its gone. So why dont you go fuck yourself and have a good life with your boyfriend, i could care less about you anymore!