This post isnt for new songs or whatever...its for the updates on my old ones!
Tell me, can you feel the trust I see in you
The trust thats never ending
The one I can count on
no matter how great the battle
I kiss your cheek, whisper I love you in the moonlight
then I turn my back and walk out that door
Knowing I cant come back no more
Its a series of complications these things we call relationships
theres always ups and theres always down
and were all too afraid to turn them all around
I think back on what we had, all the happy things we did
I dont know what happened, Ive placed my last bid
its hard to continue this way
Just stay here in the bed you lay
Its only 2, but hey, Im working on em!!
Nessie <3
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Many Songs!!
Wow! So as I was looking for the small songs I had planned on adding here, I came across a lot more then I ever realized I wrote! Things hidden away in the middle of a notebook, I guess i hid it so I'd find it someday lol...ANYWHO heres what I found:
Thunder crashes, rain falls
it's the calm before the storm
tears are falling down my face
i can't take this anymore
The earth shakes, the air cracks
my heart is breaking at the thought
of not having you in my life
and the happiness you've brought
My hand in yours our hearts are one
baby don't ever leave
I love you, forgive me
for just being myself
I honestly can't remember what this song was even about.... but I actyally kinda like it :)
Here's a small one..
I know, you know, how I'm feeling
But you don't understand it at all
This one I wrote on April 29th 2010, the day I told Jeff I loved him...BUT i wrote this BEFORE i told him...
My heart spells out a simple four letter word for you
It's taken a while for me to finally realize this
I've kept you waiting lone enoigh, babe and I'm sorry to say
That I've been waiting for the perfect time to admit the bliss
My mind has reazlied that there is no time to wait
speak the words your heart wants to
open your mouth and let the words fly out
jump in, take the plung and say
I-Love-You, you know I do
I-Love-You, I've fallen it's true
I-Love-You, I can't help but say
My heart's decided to feel this way
I found this one in a book that I wrote some songs in, and really liked it...
Sometimes I know its bad
to be the one you see in the mirror
but if your not, life could be hell
i dont think you wanna go that way
So be yourself, its who you are
if you dont like you, nobody will
be yourself its worked so far
i know its a long step up that hill
This is an old one I wrote, I dont like the whole song, just a few lines I wrote of it, so thats all I'm gonna post
It feels like it's time for me to move on
Everytime I think of you it hurts inside
I don't know what I'm going to do
It feels like I'm all alone
This is another old one that I like the one line of:
The leaves drope down like the tears in my eyes
Nothing can be done to my heart inside
Another old one...
It just won't go away
I just can't make it stop
the pain just sits with me
And All I can do is cry
This is a few random lines that don't fit together, for a song i wrote called "My Breaking Heart"
It seems everyone I loved, never appreicated me
What do I do, how do I deal with this
how could anyone ever live like this
This song was called "Dreams", it's a silly song I wrote when I was like 15 I believe....but only a few lines I really like
Fly high into the sky
never stop flying
reach your dreams
Never stop trying, fly fly fly
fly to the sky
This is a few random lines...
I'm here alone
because of what you did to me
your not the one I thought I knew
Not the one I grew to love
I'm here alone with these tears
going down my face as I think of you
I'm not exactly sure what I wrote this one about...I think it MAY have been Jeff.... but I can't exactly be sure...
I'm sitting here in my room thinking of you
wondering if your thinking of me
i close my eyes and see your face
and I wonder if you can see, see me too
Nobody realzies the pain this is
not being able to see you
All i wanna do is hold you
Oh god, I miss you
Why did everyone have to go and mess everything up
everyone is always trying to tell me what to do
I'm sitting alone in my room thinking of you
wondering if you are thinking of me..too
This song I wrote, when I was abput 16 or 17, and feelign quiet alone...
Nobody knows I'm crying on the inside
Nobody knows, the tears that fall down my face
I fake a smile everyday, so nobody will know
Nobody knows how lonely I feel
Nobody knows how lonely you make me
All anybody sees is that I'm happy
they dont know the smile I fake everyday
My friends can make me laugh, but I feel like crying
When I am alone I cry my eyes out
I feel so alone
They don't know, oh no they dont
they dont know how sad I am
They dont know, oh no they dont
that I fake it everyday
And another one...I believe I wrot ethis about 2 years ago...
Its so hard to decide what to do
Should I stay or should I go, I dont know
So much lies on what I choose
But i dont know what to do
This last one is about making choices and thinking
Sometimes I need to clear my head
I need to sit in the silence and dark, alone
I need the time to think it through
So please just give me space
If I asked you to go away, would you do it
If I told you I couldn't do it anymore, what wo0ud you do
Can you ever understand how it feels to be in the dark
do you know what it feels like, to hear the silence
Well, that's all I have to share!.... I've edited actually worked on some more of the others but I think I'll add that in another post because this one is fairly long! Hope you enjoyed!
I would also liek to add... REMEMBER RUBY!
Nessie <3>
Thunder crashes, rain falls
it's the calm before the storm
tears are falling down my face
i can't take this anymore
The earth shakes, the air cracks
my heart is breaking at the thought
of not having you in my life
and the happiness you've brought
My hand in yours our hearts are one
baby don't ever leave
I love you, forgive me
for just being myself
I honestly can't remember what this song was even about.... but I actyally kinda like it :)
Here's a small one..
I know, you know, how I'm feeling
But you don't understand it at all
This one I wrote on April 29th 2010, the day I told Jeff I loved him...BUT i wrote this BEFORE i told him...
My heart spells out a simple four letter word for you
It's taken a while for me to finally realize this
I've kept you waiting lone enoigh, babe and I'm sorry to say
That I've been waiting for the perfect time to admit the bliss
My mind has reazlied that there is no time to wait
speak the words your heart wants to
open your mouth and let the words fly out
jump in, take the plung and say
I-Love-You, you know I do
I-Love-You, I've fallen it's true
I-Love-You, I can't help but say
My heart's decided to feel this way
I found this one in a book that I wrote some songs in, and really liked it...
Sometimes I know its bad
to be the one you see in the mirror
but if your not, life could be hell
i dont think you wanna go that way
So be yourself, its who you are
if you dont like you, nobody will
be yourself its worked so far
i know its a long step up that hill
This is an old one I wrote, I dont like the whole song, just a few lines I wrote of it, so thats all I'm gonna post
It feels like it's time for me to move on
Everytime I think of you it hurts inside
I don't know what I'm going to do
It feels like I'm all alone
This is another old one that I like the one line of:
The leaves drope down like the tears in my eyes
Nothing can be done to my heart inside
Another old one...
It just won't go away
I just can't make it stop
the pain just sits with me
And All I can do is cry
This is a few random lines that don't fit together, for a song i wrote called "My Breaking Heart"
It seems everyone I loved, never appreicated me
What do I do, how do I deal with this
how could anyone ever live like this
This song was called "Dreams", it's a silly song I wrote when I was like 15 I believe....but only a few lines I really like
Fly high into the sky
never stop flying
reach your dreams
Never stop trying, fly fly fly
fly to the sky
This is a few random lines...
I'm here alone
because of what you did to me
your not the one I thought I knew
Not the one I grew to love
I'm here alone with these tears
going down my face as I think of you
I'm not exactly sure what I wrote this one about...I think it MAY have been Jeff.... but I can't exactly be sure...
I'm sitting here in my room thinking of you
wondering if your thinking of me
i close my eyes and see your face
and I wonder if you can see, see me too
Nobody realzies the pain this is
not being able to see you
All i wanna do is hold you
Oh god, I miss you
Why did everyone have to go and mess everything up
everyone is always trying to tell me what to do
I'm sitting alone in my room thinking of you
wondering if you are thinking of me..too
This song I wrote, when I was abput 16 or 17, and feelign quiet alone...
Nobody knows I'm crying on the inside
Nobody knows, the tears that fall down my face
I fake a smile everyday, so nobody will know
Nobody knows how lonely I feel
Nobody knows how lonely you make me
All anybody sees is that I'm happy
they dont know the smile I fake everyday
My friends can make me laugh, but I feel like crying
When I am alone I cry my eyes out
I feel so alone
They don't know, oh no they dont
they dont know how sad I am
They dont know, oh no they dont
that I fake it everyday
And another one...I believe I wrot ethis about 2 years ago...
Its so hard to decide what to do
Should I stay or should I go, I dont know
So much lies on what I choose
But i dont know what to do
This last one is about making choices and thinking
Sometimes I need to clear my head
I need to sit in the silence and dark, alone
I need the time to think it through
So please just give me space
If I asked you to go away, would you do it
If I told you I couldn't do it anymore, what wo0ud you do
Can you ever understand how it feels to be in the dark
do you know what it feels like, to hear the silence
Well, that's all I have to share!.... I've edited actually worked on some more of the others but I think I'll add that in another post because this one is fairly long! Hope you enjoyed!
I would also liek to add... REMEMBER RUBY!
Nessie <3>
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Excitement!
So, OMG! 8 months in less than 2 hours! Why does this excite me? for many reasons...
1. Jeff is my longest relationship...he has been for a while now, but honestly, I never actually thought I would ever see myself in a long realtionship before Jeff...I always thought I was destined for meaningless, loveless, pointless little relationships that never went anywhere and never lasted long... I thought guys didn't like me (and still...i feel that, although slowly im growing more confident thanks to my sexy, amazing and loving boyfriend!)
2. I'm in 3rd (tied i believe lol) for Jeffs longest relationship....this is a BIG step for him...espcially the loving me thing to begin with...personally, I like to think of myself as his 2nd longest relationship becase at least he has real feelings for me, he loves me... he only loved one other girl, his first girlfriend when he was like 18 or 19 or something....so in my opinion, of the relationships that really matter, I am 2nd best! ( well....he says i am THE best relationship hes ever been in, I make im feel so many things, its undescriable!!)
3. 8 months is close to a year...and a lot of people didnt think we would last long. People are stupid. If there was one singe thought that Jeff and i wouldn't last as long as we have, then I'm pissed at you! If youre a friend of mine, I'd hope for support and not assumptions about how long the relationship will be! I am so incerdiably happy with Jeff, and just know it will last!
Other things I'm excited for...
On the weekend, well Saturday, jeff and I kinda celebrated his birthday 2 weeks early. The fact is hes gonna start working saturdays again, starting this weekend, so we wont really have time to do it. Well, we were going to the mall anyways, so Jeff mentioned that while were at the mall, we might as well get his keys copied. WELL i was planning on surprising Jeff with copies of his keys as Tornot Maple Leaf keys...but since we were going, and he mentioned it, I figured I'd tell him... he loved the idea and of course we got it done.... and I GOT A SET OF HIS KEYS!!!!
It doesnt make a different really, i practiclly owned his keys anyways cuz hed leave them with me... but still, its good to have a set and see how much Jeff loves me, trusts me, and is 100% devoted to me.
The other thing we did for his birthday was make HIM a build a bear...of course its a Toronto Maple Leafs one... and he named it Beary Leafy lol, but he loves it, and was showing it (and the keys) off to everyoene. We ordered pizza rather than go out for dinner, but it was still awesome!
His last birthday gift I have for him is a photo album I've put together of us... its a surprise, and he wont get it till his birthday...and if possible i wanna give it to him in front of his family :) but we'll see what happens. I hope he likes it, I have a feeling he will..but who knows.
ANYWHO...I dont think I've got anything else to say...1 and a half hours till out 8 months :D
Till later,
A nessie full of love <3
1. Jeff is my longest relationship...he has been for a while now, but honestly, I never actually thought I would ever see myself in a long realtionship before Jeff...I always thought I was destined for meaningless, loveless, pointless little relationships that never went anywhere and never lasted long... I thought guys didn't like me (and still...i feel that, although slowly im growing more confident thanks to my sexy, amazing and loving boyfriend!)
2. I'm in 3rd (tied i believe lol) for Jeffs longest relationship....this is a BIG step for him...espcially the loving me thing to begin with...personally, I like to think of myself as his 2nd longest relationship becase at least he has real feelings for me, he loves me... he only loved one other girl, his first girlfriend when he was like 18 or 19 or something....so in my opinion, of the relationships that really matter, I am 2nd best! ( well....he says i am THE best relationship hes ever been in, I make im feel so many things, its undescriable!!)
3. 8 months is close to a year...and a lot of people didnt think we would last long. People are stupid. If there was one singe thought that Jeff and i wouldn't last as long as we have, then I'm pissed at you! If youre a friend of mine, I'd hope for support and not assumptions about how long the relationship will be! I am so incerdiably happy with Jeff, and just know it will last!
Other things I'm excited for...
On the weekend, well Saturday, jeff and I kinda celebrated his birthday 2 weeks early. The fact is hes gonna start working saturdays again, starting this weekend, so we wont really have time to do it. Well, we were going to the mall anyways, so Jeff mentioned that while were at the mall, we might as well get his keys copied. WELL i was planning on surprising Jeff with copies of his keys as Tornot Maple Leaf keys...but since we were going, and he mentioned it, I figured I'd tell him... he loved the idea and of course we got it done.... and I GOT A SET OF HIS KEYS!!!!
It doesnt make a different really, i practiclly owned his keys anyways cuz hed leave them with me... but still, its good to have a set and see how much Jeff loves me, trusts me, and is 100% devoted to me.
The other thing we did for his birthday was make HIM a build a bear...of course its a Toronto Maple Leafs one... and he named it Beary Leafy lol, but he loves it, and was showing it (and the keys) off to everyoene. We ordered pizza rather than go out for dinner, but it was still awesome!
His last birthday gift I have for him is a photo album I've put together of us... its a surprise, and he wont get it till his birthday...and if possible i wanna give it to him in front of his family :) but we'll see what happens. I hope he likes it, I have a feeling he will..but who knows.
ANYWHO...I dont think I've got anything else to say...1 and a half hours till out 8 months :D
Till later,
A nessie full of love <3
Quotes!!
So, I was going over an old Facebook note that I have in which I wrote a lot of quotes that I've come up with or have been inspiered by... I wanted to share a few of my faves!
"Never give up on something that you really want, because if you do you may be missing out on something that could change your life forever. Persue it until you can't do it no more."
"When you focus on the negative, the negative tends to happen. Focus on the positive and things will be brighter."
"Love, it isn't soemthing we choose to feel, or something we can control. It's something to hold onto, something to believe in, and something to never forget. No matter how much it hurts."
"Do you ever stop to think about why things have turned out the way they have? Do you ever wanna go back and relive a moment that was so perfect and happy, that you never wanna let it go? Always remember and never forget."
"Throughout life, there are going to be many hurts, but there will also be joys. Love is something that can both hurt us and make us joyful. In my opinion, love will be the main cause of both these feelings. But just know, even if you are hurt by love, love can also heal you from that hurt, because there is always someone out there who loves you and wants you to be happy."
"Years of friendship have brought us to this moment, the moment when you realize that life wouldn't be as great if you weren't in it, and that everything that has happened in life, has happened so that we could lead up to this moment, there moment where I can say, I love you."
"Music, the beat of the heart"
These are some of my fave quotes i've come up with :)
Until later,
Nessie <3
"Never give up on something that you really want, because if you do you may be missing out on something that could change your life forever. Persue it until you can't do it no more."
"When you focus on the negative, the negative tends to happen. Focus on the positive and things will be brighter."
"Love, it isn't soemthing we choose to feel, or something we can control. It's something to hold onto, something to believe in, and something to never forget. No matter how much it hurts."
"Do you ever stop to think about why things have turned out the way they have? Do you ever wanna go back and relive a moment that was so perfect and happy, that you never wanna let it go? Always remember and never forget."
"Throughout life, there are going to be many hurts, but there will also be joys. Love is something that can both hurt us and make us joyful. In my opinion, love will be the main cause of both these feelings. But just know, even if you are hurt by love, love can also heal you from that hurt, because there is always someone out there who loves you and wants you to be happy."
"Years of friendship have brought us to this moment, the moment when you realize that life wouldn't be as great if you weren't in it, and that everything that has happened in life, has happened so that we could lead up to this moment, there moment where I can say, I love you."
"Music, the beat of the heart"
These are some of my fave quotes i've come up with :)
Until later,
Nessie <3
Monday, September 27, 2010
Even more poems/songs!
So.... I've got more chours/verse song things or poems or WHATEVER you wanna call em! lol
This first one is very short and I plan on improving....
Tell me, can you feel the trust that I see in you
This next one sounds bad, but I plan on making it actually happy...somehow lol
I kiss your cheek, whsiper I love you in the moonlight
Then I turn my back and walk out that door
Knwoing I cant come back no more
It's a series of complications these things we call relationships
Theres always ups and theres always downs
And were too afraid to turn them all around
This one is about trust...
I'm taking the word
hoping its true
dont break my trust
or baby im through
This one is about endings
I dont know how things came to be this was
How we went from everythings ok to goodbye
I walk right past you as if you were never there for me
But I cant make this feeling go away
This is a cute one I thought of!
You picked me up when I was down
Lifted me up from the ground
I dunno what I would do
If I never found you
I wrote this one a long time ago:
I love the way you whisper sweet nothings in my ear, when im half asleep
And the way you hold me when were watching tv makes me tingle inside
Everything you do is perfect but Im afraid to say
Baby im falling fast like you knew i would
and baby im falling faster than i thought i could
I dont know what im gonna do
when you say i love you, should i say i love you too
I call this one, "One way":
I feel as if I'm on a two way road
and your on a one way street going the wrong way
I share what I feel always with you
But you dont return the favour
I feel like I need to add an explanation to this one... the two way road metephor is the fact that I'm on a two way road, im going one way and i want him to go the other way...however, the reality is that hes on the one way road going the wrong way because hes not doing whats meant to be done...does that make sense?! no?! ah well! lol
This next one is called truth...its kinda changed since i wrote this but anyways...
What do you do when you suspect its not true
when you dont know if you can coutn on thr truth
And lie build and build, and secrets are told
And thers no way out
How do you say you know, know its a lie
How can you tell him, wothout leading goodbye
what can i do to make everything alright
and hold on to his love all night
Thats all I have for now! I will try to contunue working on more!
Love you all
Nessie <3
This first one is very short and I plan on improving....
Tell me, can you feel the trust that I see in you
This next one sounds bad, but I plan on making it actually happy...somehow lol
I kiss your cheek, whsiper I love you in the moonlight
Then I turn my back and walk out that door
Knwoing I cant come back no more
It's a series of complications these things we call relationships
Theres always ups and theres always downs
And were too afraid to turn them all around
This one is about trust...
I'm taking the word
hoping its true
dont break my trust
or baby im through
This one is about endings
I dont know how things came to be this was
How we went from everythings ok to goodbye
I walk right past you as if you were never there for me
But I cant make this feeling go away
This is a cute one I thought of!
You picked me up when I was down
Lifted me up from the ground
I dunno what I would do
If I never found you
I wrote this one a long time ago:
I love the way you whisper sweet nothings in my ear, when im half asleep
And the way you hold me when were watching tv makes me tingle inside
Everything you do is perfect but Im afraid to say
Baby im falling fast like you knew i would
and baby im falling faster than i thought i could
I dont know what im gonna do
when you say i love you, should i say i love you too
I call this one, "One way":
I feel as if I'm on a two way road
and your on a one way street going the wrong way
I share what I feel always with you
But you dont return the favour
I feel like I need to add an explanation to this one... the two way road metephor is the fact that I'm on a two way road, im going one way and i want him to go the other way...however, the reality is that hes on the one way road going the wrong way because hes not doing whats meant to be done...does that make sense?! no?! ah well! lol
This next one is called truth...its kinda changed since i wrote this but anyways...
What do you do when you suspect its not true
when you dont know if you can coutn on thr truth
And lie build and build, and secrets are told
And thers no way out
How do you say you know, know its a lie
How can you tell him, wothout leading goodbye
what can i do to make everything alright
and hold on to his love all night
Thats all I have for now! I will try to contunue working on more!
Love you all
Nessie <3
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Songs/poems!
So this post is simply a place for me to put the things I have written recently, kinda a place to have all of them together.
This first one came to me while lyng in bed with Jeff:
I couldn't sleep that night
I couldn't close my eyes
I couldn't drfit away uinto that world
Where dreams are made
So I asked him, 'what did you do?'
And he said, 'I just looked at you'
Pretty much what it's about is a guy who couldn't sleep one night so he spent his time lookng at the girl he loved...at least, thats the chorus...which isn't even done cuz somethings gotta go between "Where dreams are made" and "So I asked him"
This next one I've posts already, but I'm gonna add it again.
I'm letting go
Moving on
trying to forget what we had
Dry the tears
force a smile
Live my life my way
I've changed it a bit from what I had before, but basically this is about letting go of a friend (or boyfriend, or whatever) that you really cared for and pretending everythings alright.
This one is just a fun little thing about how people judge you:
You don't like the way I dress
You alkways think my hairs a mess
Nothing I do can please you
You think all my friends are freaks
And the music I like lacks the beat
But tell me, did you know
That I aint me for you
Pretty much, its just saying that you are who you are and that you shouldn't listen to what other people think. You aren't you to please them.
This little poem I wrote when I was feeling a little down...
I sit here alone and wonder if
I'm really the one for you
We are such different people
complete opposites
How can we ever be one
I love you and want whats best for you
But how can I be sure thats me
With the you you are
And who I am
Can we ever know for sure
My hearts says yes but my mind says no
Which one do I believe?
It's just me wondering if wat I had was true, but i realized that it doesn't matter how different you are, it's the love you share and how you handle it, that truely matters and theres never any doubt in my mind that we belong together :)
This one I wrote about this time last year, it's another poem:
Sitting here all alone, thinking of it all
I feel like I'm falling apart
I can't explain why I feel this way
I feel like I'm falling and theres no one here to catch me
I feel like I'm all alone
I feel all the complications and its making me hurt
I feel like I'll never get it done
I'm sitting her cyring, stressing of it all
thinking of everything that needs to be done
Its not making it any easier
Where are you when I need you most?
Where are you when I cry?
I need someone to hold me tight
Please come find me
I wrote this during a very stressful time when I needed to get a lot of things done but worried I wouldn't be able to. I was able to and everything worked out :)
I'm not sure if I've posted this before on another post or not, so I'm gonna post it here:
The tears stream down my face
As I think of you
I dont think you even know
What you do to me
The love I have is so strong for you
I lose control of everything
But you dont seem to notice
The pain im living in
This was written when I was upset about something, but, again, everything turned out good!
Well Alrighty, I think that's it,
Till Later,
Nessie
This first one came to me while lyng in bed with Jeff:
I couldn't sleep that night
I couldn't close my eyes
I couldn't drfit away uinto that world
Where dreams are made
So I asked him, 'what did you do?'
And he said, 'I just looked at you'
Pretty much what it's about is a guy who couldn't sleep one night so he spent his time lookng at the girl he loved...at least, thats the chorus...which isn't even done cuz somethings gotta go between "Where dreams are made" and "So I asked him"
This next one I've posts already, but I'm gonna add it again.
I'm letting go
Moving on
trying to forget what we had
Dry the tears
force a smile
Live my life my way
I've changed it a bit from what I had before, but basically this is about letting go of a friend (or boyfriend, or whatever) that you really cared for and pretending everythings alright.
This one is just a fun little thing about how people judge you:
You don't like the way I dress
You alkways think my hairs a mess
Nothing I do can please you
You think all my friends are freaks
And the music I like lacks the beat
But tell me, did you know
That I aint me for you
Pretty much, its just saying that you are who you are and that you shouldn't listen to what other people think. You aren't you to please them.
This little poem I wrote when I was feeling a little down...
I sit here alone and wonder if
I'm really the one for you
We are such different people
complete opposites
How can we ever be one
I love you and want whats best for you
But how can I be sure thats me
With the you you are
And who I am
Can we ever know for sure
My hearts says yes but my mind says no
Which one do I believe?
It's just me wondering if wat I had was true, but i realized that it doesn't matter how different you are, it's the love you share and how you handle it, that truely matters and theres never any doubt in my mind that we belong together :)
This one I wrote about this time last year, it's another poem:
Sitting here all alone, thinking of it all
I feel like I'm falling apart
I can't explain why I feel this way
I feel like I'm falling and theres no one here to catch me
I feel like I'm all alone
I feel all the complications and its making me hurt
I feel like I'll never get it done
I'm sitting her cyring, stressing of it all
thinking of everything that needs to be done
Its not making it any easier
Where are you when I need you most?
Where are you when I cry?
I need someone to hold me tight
Please come find me
I wrote this during a very stressful time when I needed to get a lot of things done but worried I wouldn't be able to. I was able to and everything worked out :)
I'm not sure if I've posted this before on another post or not, so I'm gonna post it here:
The tears stream down my face
As I think of you
I dont think you even know
What you do to me
The love I have is so strong for you
I lose control of everything
But you dont seem to notice
The pain im living in
This was written when I was upset about something, but, again, everything turned out good!
Well Alrighty, I think that's it,
Till Later,
Nessie
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Offically over :D
That's right, Jess and I are offically OVER! She's deleted me off Facebook and stopped following me on twitter too! How do I feel about this? I am perfectly OK with this, in fact I'm kinda hapy about it. She is now gonna be given the name Jeff gave her a long time ago...'bitchface'. And since her 'oh so wonderful boyfriend who is soooo good to her' always has to defend her battles as well, he can have Jeffs nickname for him too, 'fuckface'. The only part that sucks about all this is the fact that I can't even tell Jeff because he has no time on his phone at the moment...but he will find out as soon as he gets time and texts me!
How did this come to be you may wonder? Well, it all started with a few posts on twitter, which soon came to fuckface saying that "the studpidity of some poeple makes me weep for this generation. Especially from people who think thye are so much holier than everyone else and yet can't stop coming off with the stupidest things constantly. You're all quiet dumb." Well, personally, I think this was directed at me.
And then, I make one comment, one simple little comment on my twitter, "That would be stupid and pathetic." And of course bitchface has to go and fucking post on her facebook (i can't give a direct quote because she has deleted me) something about how 'some poeple' (aka me) needs to stop hiding on the internet and constantly posting what their thinking on twitter....OBVIOUSLY she meant me because I had JUST made a post a few minutes before. So I posted back "loves posting what I want on twitter. if you dont like it, unfollow me. Its my twitter i can post what I want when I want where I want! because not everything i post is about you, stop assuming things YOU dont understand." And she came back with. "thats supper, just proving how pathetic and cowardly you are :) end of conversation. end of you. Bye Bye" So I went back "think what you want I dont give a shit anymore...bye!"
So yeah, we're done and I really don't care. If I dont see her again, it'd be too soon. I know I'll be seeing her around the school and probably runing into her with Tisha, but I've got other friends at school, friends in MY classes that i made last year who i always hang with, so it doesnt bother me. I could really not give a shit! Perhaps its finally time to make this blog public since I know she wont be seeing it anymore! haha now I dont feel bad about any of the previous posts!
Until later my peeps!
A very happy Nessie!
How did this come to be you may wonder? Well, it all started with a few posts on twitter, which soon came to fuckface saying that "the studpidity of some poeple makes me weep for this generation. Especially from people who think thye are so much holier than everyone else and yet can't stop coming off with the stupidest things constantly. You're all quiet dumb." Well, personally, I think this was directed at me.
And then, I make one comment, one simple little comment on my twitter, "That would be stupid and pathetic." And of course bitchface has to go and fucking post on her facebook (i can't give a direct quote because she has deleted me) something about how 'some poeple' (aka me) needs to stop hiding on the internet and constantly posting what their thinking on twitter....OBVIOUSLY she meant me because I had JUST made a post a few minutes before. So I posted back "loves posting what I want on twitter. if you dont like it, unfollow me. Its my twitter i can post what I want when I want where I want! because not everything i post is about you, stop assuming things YOU dont understand." And she came back with. "thats supper, just proving how pathetic and cowardly you are :) end of conversation. end of you. Bye Bye" So I went back "think what you want I dont give a shit anymore...bye!"
So yeah, we're done and I really don't care. If I dont see her again, it'd be too soon. I know I'll be seeing her around the school and probably runing into her with Tisha, but I've got other friends at school, friends in MY classes that i made last year who i always hang with, so it doesnt bother me. I could really not give a shit! Perhaps its finally time to make this blog public since I know she wont be seeing it anymore! haha now I dont feel bad about any of the previous posts!
Until later my peeps!
A very happy Nessie!
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