Day 12:

Day 12:
A picture of something you love



Dramonie is my FAVOURITE pairing EVER! PLUS i LOVE Harry Potter so this is just sooo appropriate!! <3

Till later,
Nessie! <3

Day 11

Day 11:
A picture of something you hate


EEEEWWWWWW!!! I hate the Jonas Brothers and Justin Bieber....so yeah this sums it up pretty well!!

Till later
Nessie <3

Day 10:

Day 10:
A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with

I dont do fucked up things so it would have to be me

Till later
Nessie <3

Day 9: (and rambles!!)

Day 9:
A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most


Where would I be without these two wonderful people? My parents have gotten my through sooo much! School included! Moms always there to talk if I need her, and daddys just daddy!!

And now my rambles...

So i decided to send Jess a message, here's what i said:

You may be wondering why I am messaging you, and possibly debating about reading this or not. For the record, I wouldn’t blame you if you deleted this without reading it, but I would advise you, or at least hope you read this to the end.

I have been debating for a while now about messaging you or not, but I’ve finally decided it was time to be mature, and let bygones be bygones.

So, first off, I want to say that I am sorry for being immature and stupid, and for saying the things I said and doing any thing I did. I was angry and upset and when I get that way I tend to say things I don’t mean, or at least, things I’ve held back from saying. I tend to be rude, and swear, and let my anger get the best of me. I said some pretty rude things, and I acted in a way that was worthy of a twelve year old. I am sorry for my immature ways, and hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

Secondly, I want to let you know, I forgive you for the way you acted as well, whether or not you apologize. I don’t need an apology, and I may not deserve one either, I don’t know I’ll let you decide that. However, if or when you apologize, I am ready to accept it, and even if you don’t, well you are forgiven. I know you said some things out of anger, and acted immaturely as well. It tends to happen when people are upset or pissed off.

I think I should note though that I am not apologizing to you to be friends again. I still feel as if you have changed and are not the person I became friends with, and that it’s hard for us to be friends again. I am simply apologizing to be mature, grown up, and let my mind be rest assured. I hope that doesn’t hurt you, and honestly I don’t think it does because I am sure you feel the same way. I want to be able to pass you in the mall, or on the streets, and not get this uncomfortable feeling, as I have the previous times I passed you.

In all honesty, I am not angry anymore. I’ve gotten over this whole thing and an am ready to move on. I can’t control anything Jeff says, but I don’t think he’s going to say anything. I don’t think he cares anymore either. Anyways, to get to the point, I am sorry, and I forgive you. I hope you can accept my apology. I don’t expect a reply back, and don’t really care if I get one. I just wanted to get this off my shoulders.

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And heres what she said...

Okay... so to be honest I had absolutely no intention of responding to this, you will soon find out why, but I was told I should tell you the truth about how I feel about this so here it is.

I have to say that this is a pretty bad apology... I almost thought you were being genuine when I read it the first time but when I went through it again I found that there was almost quite literally nothing genuine about it.

You say that you are being the mature person but I have to say that the moment you decided to say "I am simply apologizing to be mature, grown up, and let my mind be rest assured. I hope that doesn’t hurt you, and honestly I don’t think it does because I am sure you feel the same way." and then followed it up with at the end "I don't expect a reply back, and don't really care if I get one. I just wanted to get this off my shoulders." you just proved that there was absolutely nothing mature about it. If anything it was completely selfish and rude. I'd also like to say that no I do not feel the same way because when I apologize to someone I make sure to mean it. How was this an apology, it wasn't real. It was just you making yourself feel better, "getting it off your shoulders". What kind of an apology is that?

You can forgive me all you like but I have not apologized and don't intend to yet, I probably would have had this been a genuine apology but seeing as how it was just you trying to make yourself feel better then I refuse to. To be honest this didn't even deserve a reply in my opinion but like I said I was advised to tell you how I feel. If you'd like to actually apologize without any intentions of you just helping yourself than I will surely listen, but until then I don't intend to give this a second thought.

You advised me to read this and now I am advising you not to apologize to people for selfish reasons. If I had felt that this was genuine you would have gotten a nicer response and a very good chance at an apology back, but I really don't feel like this is anything more then you trying to feel better about all the things you know you did wrong. The only thing I will apologize for at the moment is if this sounds harsh, I am not trying to start an argument. I suppose, there's really no nice way of saying something like this though. It really is too bad… seeing as how this actually would have been a very nice apology and really would have been mature of you, until you added those last two paragraphs…

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And heres what I say to you now, Jessica Lynn Flewellin...
FUCK YOU! I was genuine whether you believe it or not! I meant what I said, but if you cant accept it then so fuck yourself! BITCH!!

Till later,
Nessie <3

Day 8:

Day 8:
A picture that makes you laugh



Good times with this Pinapple!!! hahaha best thing ever!!

Till next time,
Nessie <3

Day 7:

Day 7:
A picture of your most treasured item


Where would I be without my phone? I wouldn't be able to contact anyone! or keep in touch with them!!

Till next day,
Nessie <3

Day 6:

Day 6:
A picture of the person you'd love to switch places with for the day



I mean, it's pretty obvious! Taylor Swift! For one day to be her, it would be quiet the experience!

Till next time,
Nessie <3

Day 5:

Day 5:
A picture of your favourite memory



What a night this was. Soo much fun, so romantic, a night full of love, dancing, and overall a good time!

Till next time,
Nessie <3

Day 4 (and my weekend!)

Day 4:
A picture of your night

Skating with Jeff


So I'm going to take this oppertunity to talk about my weekend as well! It was so much fun! Friday we went out for lunch and had these really good pita sandwiches, but they were kinda expensive...anyways afterwards we went to City Hall and skated for three and a half hours. By the time we got home it was nearly 8 I think....7:30 or 8, anyways, his friends Nick and Britt ended up coming over around 10:30 or so and we ended up playing Risk for hours, until 5:30 in the morning. I was the first killed off :( but it was fun.

Saturday was a little....weird f a day. I woke at 11 and suddenly turned into a terrible mood, I was so upset and I dont exactly know why. But, after having a shower, going for a walk, listening to some music, cryign a bit and having Jeff see me and finally talk about it...things seemed better. I cooked dinner, we went skating for an hour and a half, had some pizza, and spent a nice cozzy night. We had a nap, then woke up, brought the matress into the living room, cuddled together on it, watched movies and fell asleep in each others arms.

I slept sooo much too, had a nap from like 10:30/11 until 1:18, then stayed up till like 4:30/5 and slept until like 2:30 or so (well I was on and off from 11:30-2:30 but still) it was nice, and we got over our little tufts, and things are good again. I love my baby and were gonna go skating every friday :)

Till Later,
Nessie <3

Day 3:

Day 3:
A picture of the cast of your favourite show

My favourite show USED to be 7th Heaven, but now I LOVE The Vampire Diaries. The show is a very good example of how an adaption from a book to a SHOW should be. They have the main points but they branch it off into their own direction, meaning the books staty personal and the show has it twists and turns you would never have expected. I love the show so much! <3


Other shows I like: True Blood, Secret life of the American teenager, Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother, Hellcats!

Till Later,
Nessie <3